Feeling disconnected from God is the worst thing that could happen
in your life.
This post is the opposite of the one I posted a month ago
called WHEN GOD INTERVENE.
Here we do not see God at all, we do not feel His presence.
No matter how hard you try to connect to God you cannot seem to connect. You
stop reading the word of God, you stop praying, you stop going to church, you
avoid talking about the word, you stop listening to preaching, you become angry
at God, the anger makes you sin and you do not feel guilty about it. You
cry to God but nothing seems to happen. You do everything to discourage people
who are still connected to God.
You feel like you are devils playground. Without the presence
of God, you feel like a piece of sh*t. A
relationship with God is the best relationship you can ever have, losing that
relationship is the worst thing that could happen to you, especial when
you know deep down to yourself that you have tried everything in your power to
save the relationship, you have cried, prayed, confessed, begged, fasted, praised
and read the word. You just wait for Him to find you again.
The waiting is painful tough.
Written
by Lisa Nqala
