Maybe
I needed to make my own decisions more than I wanted you to make decisions
about us.
Maybe you were part of the mistakes I
needed to make.
Maybe the ending it was more necessary
than fixing it.
Maybe the last words were more powerful
than the first words
Maybe the peace of mind was much needed
than the anger, hurting, arguments, “we need to talk”, why you did or did not
do this.
Maybe letting it go was much
needed to bring back light in my life.
Maybe the healing was much needed than
the solutions.
Maybe the new book with new chapters
was much needed than the old book with old chapters.
Maybe the new memories were much needed
to be created with someone new than replaying the old memories.
Maybe I needed to free myself more than
I needed to be attached to you.
Maybe I needed to invest more on myself
before I invested in you and the relationship.
Maybe I needed to believe in myself
more than I needed you to believe in me.
Maybe I needed more time for things
that give me joy than being broken, sad because you ignored, played and
rejected me.
Written by Lisa Nqala
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